In spirit you are here and now - yet you have also gone ahead,
Leaving me with just enough time to follow our light stream where you have led,
To resolve the deeper obfuscations of my erstwhile earth-bound heart and mind,
To reconcile the meaning of our occasional lives in the lessons we came to find,
To these with chakra cleansings and psychic healings spiritually sublime,
To find the energy state within which all beings are awakened,
Before I whisk away to join you -
Each morning like a phoenix born from loss into the light,
Your sun rise shining lifts me up with love and illuminates my soul,
Stepping away from the aching of a stricken heart into divine neutrality whole,
Which is comprised of our unconditional absolute love both infinite and bright,
Cherishing with understanding the conflicted emotions of seeming endless day and night,
Accepting these without becoming stuck or drowning in their oft' egregious plight,
Letting the feelings unimpeded flow as they bring deep healing messages to me,
And remembering when life on earth seemed real -
Happy as a sun-beam blessing every bright and shining day,
You direct my attentions to the garden in your ever caring way,
In need of a pruning here, a tender training there and of a watering all about,
The soul in her joyful freedom sings to the tree whilst his spirit to heaven stretches out,
Similarly our heart awareness expands beyond the known into horizons new and unfurling,
And the changing air pressures dancing upon my skin inform me of another kind of learning,
As the vibrations of the inner universe call me to a much greater adventure,
We are infinite and intuitional beings of spiritual love -
I refute the culturally prevalent core belief on earth of the finality of death,
Such conditioning creates a viewing lens with which we would obscure our heart perceptions,
To portray the body-death as an annihilation which concludes our spiritual awareness,
And claim the multidimensional marvel of soul into matter is born to beyond forever autumn fall,
I relinquish this mistaken illusion which generates only blindness, anguish and grief,
And am rewarded with an eternity of insight, gladness and relief -
That feeling of unencumbered release is our love very alive in the now,
And numberless notes of joyful consciousness delight with us in this moment somehow,
All laughing simultaneously with countless twinklings and their many sparkling eyes,
More sacred than even science following its bleak reason without any of loves reprise,
A resurgence of your metaphysical spiritual luminescence is flowing powerfully in me,
And we are together free -
Sometimes when I enter into this inner realm of love's timelessness of now,
The physical vibrations of sound propel themselves onward in perpetuity turning,
Like a honeyed note sustained by a singer caught in an aria that sweetly carrys on,
Or a bird secretly echoing an enchanting refrain of its earlier spoken word,
And the heart beat slowly slowing into silence as I go beyond self and deeper within,
The sound garden of the world is becoming frozen into a magical and motionless thing,
Into an architecture made of sound with cathedrals rising into the hazy brightness above,
With forests of light and flowers of delight and rivers rushing through,
And against these or within them the vast silence of eternity does ring true,
A softly vibrating note shimmers suspended between these forevers as my bridgeway to you,
Here is where I hear you speak among the angelic choirs who sing,
Until this love's enfoldment startles where it catches my attention,
And mortal melodies resume -
Sometimes when I enter into this very sacred space within,
The senses of body gently dissolve into a limitless expanse of light,
Here I perceive so many wonders as if portrayed by imagination which yet are true,
And new senses of energy, of colours and indescribable emotions start coming through,
Our dialogues are instantaneous and being outside of time they are so richly laden,
And the mind which has already grasped the meaning unravels for my individuation,
Ages which seem like forevers in spacious patience and divine grace reach all around,
And here is where you come to me curled in your tenderness of love without a sound,
This togetherness of two hearts true is heavens gift to me and you,
Two swans sail serenely in their ocean of sky overhead,
My eyes open to the world which shines in the lightest of etherial blue,
And the iridescent spirit realm recedes from earthly view -
I celebrate a new core belief of the endlessness of love,
A love that is the infinitely creative principle of the All That Is - within, below and above,
A love that is expressed in the every thingness of the many varied and most various of realms,
A love which incandescently inspires and imbues the spiritual eternities as well,
And a symphony of celestial bells chimes gently upon the edges of my hearing,
Travelling beyond everything without moving in just one breath,
Transposing through psychic and psychological forests of the inner heart perception,
And I realise that when I am enveloped in active memories and living thoughts of you,
You are calling my awareness to love -
TitusL
art co marija schwarz
