𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐇𝐨𝐦𝐞 / Poem

I will follow our love wherever it leads,

Along every pathway, hill and mountain, over every rock, ocean and fountain,

That this planet in its staggering complexity could in millions of years conceive,

Through sapling green leaves golden at dusk and the paleness of lilac beyond dawn,

Under glowing aurora lights flowing overhead and sparkling night stars like flowers,

The sunset of your body-death unfathomable becomes the sunrise of your soul-life profound,

And I will follow our love wherever it leads beyond this world and forever -

I will unpick the mystery of mortality in life,

For our true selves are so much more than fleeting body-form,

Nor are we spiritualy confined within the physical measurements of time,

But by continually stepping outside of these into the flowing light which is our love energy,

I can learn to see through the open heart to your spirit which is free,

And although you ascended beatitudes beyond earthly mind knowing,

I will transpose my soul self from wherever this is to be with you,

My eternally wonderful wife -

Whilst you lived on the earth we embodied love's endless delight,

We danced under the sun in the morning and sang sacred songs at night,

Shinning brightly our evocations floated like sweet roses up to the heavens,

And our hearts became as one -

Whilst you lived on the earth our joys uplifted all of our days,

We knew only the tears of compassion and shared loves healing freely,

Celebrating natures wondrous dance with thanks for the blessings of this life,

We became actualised in love -

Yet suddenly for soul purposes you left your physical form behind you,

And in your spirit you have flown,

To the vistas of the non physical, the etheric and unknown -

In an abject amazement of displacement my heart staggers with dismay,

I am torn apart between a spiritual quest to be with you,

And finding reasons to continue to breathe -

At this event horizon I look toward our love's reprieve,

Inward to our spiritual loving connection of warmth and healing goodness,

To our deep abiding love which restores the balance throughout my being,

To our timeless, nameless, formless love which permeates my earthly matter,

Where it sings a delightful note gently with a softly focused sound,

As it evokes a calmness in the heart and the energy-body it surrounds,

I begin to feel the rising vibration of our loves healing upliftment,

A transmutation of earthly grief into divine love -

Of these transformations and light bodies, energetic vibrations of consciousness, colour and sound,

The movements of love and light by mortal eyes unseen bring changes deep within,

And they reveal a different reality that is ready -

Into the inner world of the infinite soul with gratitude I go,

Here is that quality of spirit which cannot be contained,

Which is both causative and eternal and ever yet the same,

Which continues like an endless and joyful musical refrain,

Which carries me onward into the immeasurable depths of the heart,

Which is brighter than all the words of the many worlds could ever explain,

Which is more real than the outer projection of every physical form,

Which is where the blessing of love is forever magically born,

Which is where resides a promise that does not evaporate at dawn,

Which is where lives a happiness untouched by every storm,

Which is where the beauty of the truth is forever enshrined,

And this truth is the transcendent presence of love divine,

This is where we came together within the vessel of life -

Here the aura obstruction too, not of fearfulness, spiritual dependancy or need,

But of grief darkest green with life's absence and of astral aching blue, hurtful, cold and harsh,

Whose grieving empty hurtfulness exerts a tightening pressure on my heart,

Whose startling silent coldness and shock is tearing holes into my spirit,

Whose hollow harshness ringing with a deafening clash blinds my senses daily,

I cannot cherish our spiritual togetherness in joy nor heal with the heart's innate inner wisdom until my frozen spirit is clear,

It is overpowering -

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Breathing, I atune to a tonally deeper hum resonating throughout my being,

An expansive yellow-light of spaciousness emanating from the heart,

And a white radiance of self love shining from my brow brings the spiritual healing to me,

Accepting and embracing the grief in its loss restores a forgiving calmness here,

I am so light with these upliftments flowing now unrestrained that I am awakened and aware,

This is the healing of love -

The golden cosmic energy that has traveled aeons to this moment now streams in from above,

It fills me to the brim and beyond with the glowing of unconditional love,

Clearing emotional blockages that have burrowed deeply into the heart,

The golden cosmic energy has opened the gate within -

I now perceive a formless hue which envelops my awareness here,

Of apple blossoms fresh and pink of rose quartz in sunlight shining,

Of our laughter shared in happy times and tenderness under pressure climbing,

Of the many moments of endless love that form the essence of our togetherness,

And our love energy begins flowing outward with a paler golden shimmer,

Relaxing and releasing spiritual tensions from the body, heart and soul -

And a different awareness is forming near in the energetic atmosphere,

A glowing closeness of spirit self by inner sight I see,

And I feel you now with joy and light so happy you have found me -

Your energy is an embracement of love, soft as a goslings down floating from above,

Yours wings of presence enfold me to you outside of time and space right now,

Yours are the lightest feathery lilac of hues like bluebells who delight to be pale purple,

And they shimmer like the heathers on the far rolling hills of our walkings in every kind of weather,

And they sing like the mornings misty haze flowing over snow capped mountains,

And you bring a bolder golden-orange deep within which gathers closely to my heart,

Which surrounds me with your absolute love and assures me we are never apart,

And you dance into my body this moment that we share a brief infinity of bliss,

The manner of your movements and delighted glee convince my heart of this,

These are the ways I know this is you and that you are happy and free,

You did not just come just to visit but have moved into my heart eternally,

Welcome Home -

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TitusL

art co andersson