𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐉𝐨𝐲 / 𝐒𝐨 𝐌𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐋𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 - Poem

She is in bliss,

And she holds a place for me,

In her heart and soul for eternity,

Meanwhile she comes to find me,

While I am delayed -

Love is the blessing and love is the key,

She brought them both to me,

Thus do fingers point to the moon,

To follow the joy that lives within,

The greater voyage has deeply truly begun -

And today the call for all reason fell away,

Along with fear, grief, pain and anguished longing,

For I am coming home to stay,

My beloved has shown me the way,

Here it is in my heartspiritsoul smile -

What a relief that is,

To know -

Through thousands of lifetimes,

And now we shall continue together,

While your big green dragon dances alongside,

And my white dragon spirit guide too,

Radiating with infinite bliss -

Metaphysically we exist upon the horns of a dilemma,

On the earth journey while we are here,

But in the heart lives the divine peace of infinite love,

And all our paths are self chosen for loves learning of this,

Joyfully -

Find the happiness each day she said,

As I left that cold blind darkness behind,

And with a sudden new realisation, new eyes and new wings,

I stepped or flew into the infinite sun dawning anew,

Into the love and the light -

She never doubted for a moment,

That I would find the magical pathway,

To her heart's home outside of time,

And of space,

Thus with faith I have followed her example,

And with her God given grace -

And the enthusiasm she brings,

Bright it is as she shares empowerment for all

Because her love is absolute - the absolute love,

And I am the absolute beginner,

Laughing with our love's upliftment of glee -

So much light is pouring in,

She has sent it here to find me,

And it cascades through my heart,

Where it meets joyful welcome,

Thank you -

Thank you -

Thank you -

TitusL

Art co marija schwarz - divine love

𝐀 𝐂𝐨𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐜 𝐖𝐢𝐬𝐡 / Poem

Firstly I clear tensions locked in frozen body, psyche and aura energies,

Subtle accrued forces under which heart perception would block and freeze,

I do a little yoga and meditate to settle body and circumvent restless mind,

From here I return to the maxim that love is never blind -

The signs of your spiritual presence are not the pathway for me to follow,

They are like the flowers given to bloom where your presence has passed and is near,

The actuality of your ever here-ness is always at home in my spirit and heart when I can look through to see you,

Our communion is a deep-bright wordless conversation of love -

Tuning my perception to your loving spirit when the moment of heart and mind waiting is filled,

I redial the universe deep within to reach beyond definition where I am stilled and the awareness of love flows clear,

This quantum leap brings timeless blessings of gratitude, gladness and joy,

And through the gateless gate of the open heart you do appear -

I experience your love's consciousness with my variable flow of attention,

And the vehicle of your spirit-self may change in circumstance of your presence,

Yet the awareness in our heart-mind ever perceives at multiple levels of consciousness,

At such times we are always together and you are my deeply beloved anotherself within -

On the different frequency of energy flow apparently dividing earthly and spiritual realms,

And why although looking beyond I often cannot perceive your spirit and know,

To say nothing of the hope filled incredulity with which such an awareness sometimes seems formed,

Yet the divide is only an earthtime illusion seperating my apparent here from your greater reality presence,

And from your nowness which formed only of love is joyfully everywhere -

Follow;

If you can hear with earthly ears the invisible music of those invisible heavenly spheres,

Then you have already slowed down too far from the spiritual vibration of between soul communication,

For ours is a lighter, brighter and higher emanation called the spiritually free that mortal senses cannot configure to be,

And to follow the way of love dreaming is to diverge from this frequency of spiritual presence seeing -

Yet;

Engaging the hearts frequency of inner sight with gladness to softly perceive you,

Like entering the consciousness of spirit in a deep trance and simultaneously transcending - awoken,

Here the endlessly resplendant silent choir of angel song and those joyful horns of elfland are singing love's intention clear,

Both are etheric states of your infinitely loving and divine self being near -

Something slowly swimming almost dreaming gently across the sky-pond of our inner ocean is here,

And shimmering softly between the sparkling of our stars,

It is your silhouette my beloved as you enter the nowness of my knowing,

And you come with every happiness endlessly uplifting my heart,

You appeared without so much as a sigh which sounds almost like making a wish,

It is a cosmic wish made by the spirit of divine love and bliss -

TitusL

 

Art = Star of High Hope by Irsanna 

𝐈 𝐀𝐦 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐃𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐜 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐧 / Poem

Our unconditional love is not dependant on a body,
It is not relevant wether the body is yours or is mine,
Whether the body is made from denser matter or is etheric and fine,
Whether it is made of energy or vibrations beyond mortal knowing and divine,
For love is the underlaying consciousness of all personhood and of all spiritual essence,
And our loving heart-souls met before ever our bodies did -

This unconditional love is not dependant on space nor is it made more real by matter,
Whether you are near to me physically or further away means nothing to the truth within,
The space between has never held any significance to the reality of love which is not a thing,
For love is not bound to the spatial dimensions nor held within our restless thoughts of time,
When we enter into the peaceful inner nowness we find that our love is ever here,
In this not place of no time we are always together -

We have actualised a heavenly awareness through the grace of believing in our love,
Now that your body is gone I am transcending everything with love's spirit to carry me on,
Transmuting the dark energy of earthly grief by the healing illumination of love's gratitude,
Melting the downcastings of emotional pain to forge the enduring peace of heart and soul certitude,
Turning away from physical loss to enter the spiritual presence where our love remains ever whole,
I am attuned to the frequency of your love -

To see you by the heart-song-sight and speak with your soul again,
A shining communion of cosmic incandescence approaches the heart of my knowing,
And your luminous loving tenderness enfolds my simultaneous dream from within,
Beyond the call of every joyful song let the immanence of your presence begin,
Within the core of my soul-self you are the true beloved evermore,
And if I loose you in riddles of earth-mind I will step within the heart to find you oncemore -

I sit now with the silence deeply flowing in the arbour of your sweet loving reflections,
Soon my eyes portray the all thingness as a glancing projection composed of the lucidity of light,
And resting in this allegorical awareness I notice the darkroom of projection poised behind it all,
And beyond that resides the illuminated sublime -

Unseen by mortal eyes but from the heart everything is so much clearer,
Given that visible light makes up less than one percent of all light frequencies known to exist,
And that perception which is an active process of constructing reality comprises so much more,
In an infinity beyond the very clearly limited physical realms exist actual endless probabilities,
Here be limitless spiritual spectrums and a love without measure,
Yes, there is more to 'life' than meets the eye -

Imagine the totality of universe in size as if equal to an atom,
This atom in the greater being of a much vaster self or perhaps in the heart of your over-soul,
From this vertiginous position imagine how never-ending the limitless ocean of love is you see,
And realise that the physical size of the container - the atom or the over soul of you or me,
Is irrelevant as no matter the size of a person or the point of an awareness could be,
Love is exponentially greater than any language could ever to portray -

Our infinitude of limitless love then is a wondrous blessing from above,
The higher vibration of our celestial soul-selves brought us together for the divine purpose thereof,
And bridging now from your universe of heart to this inverted soul outpost of matter,
I am forever your devoted and cosmic companion in love -

TitusL

Our love & spirits continue after body death, because we are multidimensional beings on earth to follow our soul plans path to ultimate fulfillment as a part of the divine All That Is ~

❤️❤️🌺🙏✨

art co unknown

𝐈𝐭 𝐈𝐬 𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 / Poem

Our love exists across the divide beyond time & space xx~

This life is a dream - the dream of the earth-life,
Here is where we unfurl the gift of love's limitless consciousness,
Where our hearts awareness awakens when we look deeply within,
And where love's spiritual presence arises into the eternity,
To begin -

Where are you my beloved - another thousand times,

My love I am beside you - from within her softly whispered reply,

My love I am in your heart forever - she often tenderly sighs,

I am with you now and there can be no tommorow,

Together we fly -

From a quantum state you came to me,

Composed with limitless loving intention,

Born for a while, given a name and making a path to follow,

Chasing about brightly ever yearning and always learning,

Sharing every happiness and joy has always been your way,

Your overflowing abundance of generosity, freedom and love,

Always onward going -

Yet now you are the spirit of butterfly dancing my heart and mind forward,
I sing to you my soul along our many miles in golden sunlight smiling,
And you wrap your invisible arms around me as the tears flow away,
In the divine breeze which ran through these years, together we will stay,
Forever -

You taught me to trust in the love which is beyond every knowing,
Which reaches further than physical senses, mental construct or allusion can possibly see,
Beyond even the hearts understanding and the souls oceans of divine eternity,
Into heavens without number whose sylable begins with the sublime,
It is time -

Her name is my beloved and she is the partner of my soul,
We became us within a moment and in cosmic delight were made whole,
Here before the everywhere that could ever be conceived,
We chose to leap into being along this chord of infinite joy and delight,
We share the transdimensional verse and are yet now divided to sight,
Othertime is the illusion that would misslead us from being near,
Otherplace and the physical realm are just locations within a dream,
We are together here -

Everything you have ever done was a divine and perfect blessing,
A kindness of absolute perfection that in the nowness is forever flowing,
A lovingness that is still creating blessings bestowing from your heart,
An emanation of endless love which is everywhen without end or start,
Which is perfect -

Just where the sound of spoken word, a bird singing calls or murmur of wind song falls,
All dissolve along the precipice before the edge of silence forms,
At that moment the sound divides inside the memory of my hearts beating breath,
And reaching deep within illuminates a multitude of joys,
Of octaves unknown and reverberations unsown,
Of pauses punctuated by loves happiness growing,
Of the momentous ocassion of love's eternally knowing,
These are the voices of the angels nurturing us,
The awoken ones of infinite love -

Are you here with me now or with the angel friends dancing,
Doing angel things that I cannot with sense or imaginings possibly see,
Darning frayed souls and stitching time between magic moments,
Bridging gaps across the many hearts hopes and their spirituality,
Sometimes I can hear you tiptoing about in the ceiling,
Sewing good wishes and happy thoughts and dreams,
Into wind-whispers, thought-forms and parables of light,
Into the insides of heavy hearts lifting because you are so bright,
Sewing hope and faith and trust into the love that arises within,
Empowering transformations and assisting so many souls with their uplifting,
Being gleefully angelic and irrepresably divine -

Here and now the diaphonous bells chime softly through the spiritual sky,
Reaching from beyond distant and holy horizons to flood the openess of my heart,
On the wings of devotion they carry me,
Into the love we are awoken,
And now we begin -

TitusL

art co marija schwarz

 

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐌𝐞 𝐓𝐨 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 / Poem

In spirit you are here and now - yet you have also gone ahead,

Leaving me with just enough time to follow our light stream where you have led,

To resolve the deeper obfuscations of my erstwhile earth-bound heart and mind,

To reconcile the meaning of our occasional lives in the lessons we came to find,

To these with chakra cleansings and psychic healings spiritually sublime,

To find the energy state within which all beings are awakened, 

Before I whisk away to join you -

Each morning like a phoenix born from loss into the light,

Your sun rise shining lifts me up with love and illuminates my soul,

Stepping away from the aching of a stricken heart into divine neutrality whole,

Which is comprised of our unconditional absolute love both infinite and bright,

Cherishing with understanding the conflicted emotions of seeming endless day and night,

Accepting these without becoming stuck or drowning in their oft' egregious plight,

Letting the feelings unimpeded flow as they bring deep healing messages to me,

And remembering when life on earth seemed real -

Happy as a sun-beam blessing every bright and shining day,

You direct my attentions to the garden in your ever caring way,

In need of a pruning here, a tender training there and of a watering all about,

The soul in her joyful freedom sings to the tree whilst his spirit to heaven stretches out,

Similarly our heart awareness expands beyond the known into horizons new and unfurling,

And the changing air pressures dancing upon my skin inform me of another kind of learning,

As the vibrations of the inner universe call me to a much greater adventure,

We are infinite and intuitional beings of spiritual love -

I refute the culturally prevalent core belief on earth of the finality of death,

Such conditioning creates a viewing lens with which we would obscure our heart perceptions,

To portray the body-death as an annihilation which concludes our spiritual awareness,

And claim the multidimensional marvel of soul into matter is born to beyond forever autumn fall,

I relinquish this mistaken illusion which generates only blindness, anguish and grief,

And am rewarded with an eternity of insight, gladness and relief -

That feeling of unencumbered release is our love very alive in the now,

And numberless notes of joyful consciousness delight with us in this moment somehow,

All laughing simultaneously with countless twinklings and their many sparkling eyes,

More sacred than even science following its bleak reason without any of loves reprise,

A resurgence of your metaphysical spiritual luminescence is flowing powerfully in me,

And we are together free -

Sometimes when I enter into this inner realm of love's timelessness of now,

The physical vibrations of sound propel themselves onward in perpetuity turning,

Like a honeyed note sustained by a singer caught in an aria that sweetly carrys on,

Or a bird secretly echoing an enchanting refrain of its earlier spoken word,

And the heart beat slowly slowing into silence as I go beyond self and deeper within,

The sound garden of the world is becoming frozen into a magical and motionless thing,

Into an architecture made of sound with cathedrals rising into the hazy brightness above,

With forests of light and flowers of delight and rivers rushing through,

And against these or within them the vast silence of eternity does ring true,

A softly vibrating note shimmers suspended between these forevers as my bridgeway to you,

Here is where I hear you speak among the angelic choirs who sing,

Until this love's enfoldment startles where it catches my attention,

And mortal melodies resume -

Sometimes when I enter into this very sacred space within,

The senses of body gently dissolve into a limitless expanse of light,

Here I perceive so many wonders as if portrayed by imagination which yet are true,

And new senses of energy, of colours and indescribable emotions start coming through,

Our dialogues are instantaneous and being outside of time they are so richly laden,

And the mind which has already grasped the meaning unravels for my individuation,

Ages which seem like forevers in spacious patience and divine grace reach all around,

And here is where you come to me curled in your tenderness of love without a sound,

This togetherness of two hearts true is heavens gift to me and you,

Two swans sail serenely in their ocean of sky overhead,

My eyes open to the world which shines in the lightest of etherial blue,

And the iridescent spirit realm recedes from earthly view -

I celebrate a new core belief of the endlessness of love,

A love that is the infinitely creative principle of the All That Is - within, below and above,

A love that is expressed in the every thingness of the many varied and most various of realms,

A love which incandescently inspires and imbues the spiritual eternities as well,

And a symphony of celestial bells chimes gently upon the edges of my hearing,

Travelling beyond everything without moving in just one breath,

Transposing through psychic and psychological forests of the inner heart perception,

And I realise that when I am enveloped in active memories and living thoughts of you,

You are calling my awareness to love -

TitusL

art co marija schwarz

 

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐄𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐇𝐚𝐬 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐁𝐞𝐠𝐮𝐧 / Poem

I had a very lovely dream/contact with Wendy last night in which I collected her from a railway station in our car. This morning this poem was ready to share -
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐄𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐇𝐚𝐬 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐁𝐞𝐠𝐮𝐧 ❤️❤️🙏✨
.

 Imagine the whole of your life all at once with every wonderful joy and every wonderful sorrow,

All of the hardest of your life's emotional challenges and the happiest of your heart's bravest achievements,

All of your life's sharp grazings of love learning and the glad tidings of your spirit's delighted laughter,

Imagine this life like a drop of divinity dancing in the infinite ocean sparkling outside of time,

The magic of your soul reflected upon the memory of a shinning heavenly sphere,

Imagine no more for It is here -

Into this spiritual unfoldment you came to me bringing your perpetual and limitless love,

Your transformative, healing, illuminating, incandescent and endlessly playful, joyful love,

Your spiritual, unexpected yet perfect, generous, peaceful and kind, thoughtful love,

And you became the love of all of my lives,

It was the most beautiful garden of love where we made in togetherness our home,

Before the imbuement of everything became the echo of nothing -

Before you died

Time and space are no-longer welcome here for you are outside of them both,

Yet this is not going to be a cosmic tragedy of true love broken for our spirits have awakened,

Our love did not die upon earth and nor did your eternal soul in some yawning dawn simply vanish,

For across the unknowable distances between life and death deep within the heart we are are united,

And together we will explore the all that is unfathomable beyond countless forevers without end,

The eternity has just begun -

I am learning to recognise the multitudinous and multidimensional layers of the soul,

Remembering these pathways through bereavements tumultuous turnings is so overwhelming at times.

I manage best when I stop re living moments passed & re connect with our live and ongoing love energy,

When I stop throwing my heart and mind made resistance against the physics of this world,

When I accept the pain of your physical absence completely it becomes a bridge to your presence renewed,

I will ride the sunlight to meet you here and I will melt into your moon -

We will be beyond all of these earth-bound allegories and spiritual similes soon,

For love's adventure beckons beyond mortal confusion to our eternal selves in the infinite miraculous now,

And I take each step with every wakeful thought and with your love shinning brightly on my brow,

Our love's transformative transmission between the forever flows,

You are in the here beyond and I am coming home -

TitusL

art co andersson

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐆𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐰𝐚𝐲 / Poem

Since your-body death I found a different pathway leading through this garden,
The pathway of just letting go and being aware of the universe in flow,
Or rather it is the same that we walked together hand in hand of bright-loving-kindness,
An embodiment of our delight enrobed a while in these fleeting physical forms,
But now it seems even more luminous and liminal -

As your body has returned to the earth and your spirit awayward risen,
I have frequently fallen to torments of the heart because your loss precedes me unbidden,
For whilst in life we have been true love companions not of need but of a complimentary nature,
Yet now my heart is a frozen ocean across which the warmth of our love is shining,
To this homely, holy and sacred harbour I begin -

To awaken the light within I refocus to the expansive freedom of our love,
Thus overcoming the dark posession of despair as the heart's healing powers flow in,
And recognising where this moment diverges into trapped memories that trigger emotional pain,
I transmute them by loving acceptance into the light of unconditional awareness again and again,
By this upliftment I see your loves enduring presence remain,
And the golden cosmic energy is flowing from above -

A bright memory beckons to me now and gladly do I follow -
Walking through the fields of this world profuse with wild metaphor and vibrant flowers,
To the sparkling river with its rapids rushing to gush into the vastness of the greater sea beyond,
The river always speaks her mind to me but her liquid voice of splashing honey elludes,
As the sound within my mind of mighty winds roaring does my perception occlude,
Yet she teaches me to listen with her gently spoken etude -

Dancing daisies in the field meanwhile as dandelions silver and golden buttercups are bowing,
The cowslip's bob and the primrose's shine as both in bright yellow turn to smile for the sun,
Whilst the tallest of deep blue bells in a velvet iridiscence of its own splendid blueness is yearning,
Along with these the columbine and cornflower form a tapestry of beauty upon the earth growing,
Perfectly woven with love -

I can hardly see the emerald green of grasses glinting among the overflowing of joy,
As the flowers of hill and valley claim the day and in heavenly procession they tumble,
Like a medieval pageant of spiritual banners calling out the boundaries of the heart,
Their perfumes soft and subtle curl with whispers of  transformation around me and you,
And I look to you with wonder -

A sudden shrieking stabs into my heart a thorn with icy terror,
I am frozen into the moment and in a flash all my joy is seeping away,
Unable to breathe, unable to think or to move, petrified cold and blue,
For you are not in your body anymore and there is nothing I can do -

Yet not a soul moment has passed between us not even half a flicker -

With a life bursting gasp that finds me breathless where I have fallen,
Awoken by the energy of our love I am upward lifted on these spiritual currents,
Renewed with the realisation that you are within my heart and our love forever true,
That only by letting go of my hopes and fears will I enter the greater reality with you,
Every paradigm of my soul has shifted as I realise you are here in spirit because its what you want to do,
And a world of pure energy opened its eyes -

Your love tells my heart that you have so much more to show,
Of the heavenly realms and spheres of light and the celestial music divine,
Of the spiritual communities nurturing each other outside an infinity of time,
Of the beautiful light that is dancing and singing with such rapture of the eternally free,
Of uplifting the fallen that every soul to the heavenly home will assuredly be,
Of more wonder than I could begin with earthly eyes to see,
The spirit of love came through -

Awestruck to you I turn with the deepest rapture of glee -
All of the treasures in life that we have shared of our happiness, love and joy,
All of these are but preludes to the infinitude of love to which our pathway does lead,
And the earth energies about me swirling now are thick with pollens drifting as decreed,
As the knowing of our love fills the air and the terms of my body-life are shifting,
And the relief of our shared happiness restored is beyond the depths of starlight drifting,
This is the new reality dawning -

And the crows cawing loudly proclaim this love that all who have ears to hear may know it,
The kingfisher flashes his message along the river and the swans in perfect poise too,
The robins, chaffinch and little wrens tell the ants, bees and beetles without further ado,
And the tree creepers, blackbirds and fieldfare take news of this wonderful blessing further,
Whilst the white barn owl with his pipistrelle bats ensure our love illuminates the night,
For love is the gateway to the soul's eternal light -

TitusL

art co andersson