You stole my heart that very first day,
And gave it back to the divine in your luminous way,
Thank you, thank you, taroo taray, you are my beloved what more can I say -
I will try to explain the blessing of this numinous doorway,
Where better to begin than with the heart's most wonderful reconciliation,
To the eternal spirit of love -
As infinite and cosmic selves we are earth-born here from above,
Dancing through countless incarnations to discover the expanse of love -
Within this space-time which is limitless in the spontaneous joy of the now,
Which is made up of our love for one another by magical metaphysics somehow,
I hear you now among the choirs of angels with their voices composed of light -
We became embodied in the physical frame to explore our soul plans together,
Although at a subatomic level we flicker into being and out / again and again forever -
Yet there exists another garden where our souls in shinning tenderness stay,
Alongside this world and beyond it are the many homes of the infinite heart at play,
Populated by our true selves, by the light sublime and the love -
In regard of the moments unseen and the walk of life as we know it,
We have no measure of the sub-atomic pause between our withiness or without it -
Yet alongside each breath taken, aeons arise, flourish and fall,
Although outside our material realm and physics they exist concurrent with us all,
By changing from known frequency, our connection to spiritual awareness recall -
Follow the heart's higher vibration and surrender in love to see,
Set free from inner dictates of worldly affairs and their conditioned mortal decree -
Welcome the divine subjectivity of the inner realms and the eternally free,
Where love resides in a shimmering of existential joy forever between you and me,
This the love orientation which allows me here to see -
Let me make it ever so plain - within the count of 1,2,3, here exists the infinity,
Which also contains every infinite possibility and countless expression of being -
Among the many energetic states herein are the heavens of divine love knowing,
Each spirit can commune between these if they choose to help those who are still growing,
My beloved in her frequency of love is thus always ever near -
Love is another dimension beyond life and death which our inner selves do see,
And my love sparkling with delight is laughing here at me,
Took you a while,
Says she -
Sending healing energy to my heart and mind and insightful poems and love...
To open another level of awareness within that leads directly to the ascended above,
And the perfection of love continues -
Listening to the harmonic harmonies of your voice mellifluous and sweet in my heart,
Is a transcendental adventure characterised by the love energy you impart,
And you make my heart sing -
I was wal-king through the for-est, when I hear-d you call my name,
And the ang-els and the spir-its, everybo-dy so glad you came,
And you tol-d me not to worr-y, every-thing will work out fine,
And you gav-e me this little love-song, danc-ing gladly with its rhyme -
I was list-ening to the riv-er, as she rush-ed gladly by,
And your lov-ing touched my heart then, in a mome-ent made me cry,
As I ask-ed you once again oh - how could you ever up and die,
And you tol-d me with the know-ing, to trust the love and the by and by -
I am follow-ing in the cloud-s now, and through the heav-ens we do fly
When I whisp-er I can hear-you, as you speak my-heart magnifies,
And the ridd-les of life mean-ing, fall with reas-on far a-way,
Dropping fur-ther explana-tions, to enter our-love is to stay -
Oh my beloved -
TitusL
Wendy, my beloved wife, left us at 4.55am on October 4th 2019, peacefully in her sleep at home xx Following her early departure due to terminal cancer, this blog shares my poems and related posts exploring my arising awareness that our passed away loved ones continue in a transformed state of being, nolonger physical but still with us in spirit ~
Thursday, October 22, 2020
𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐈𝐬 𝐀𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐃𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 / Poem
Sunday, October 4, 2020
𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞'𝐬 𝐓𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 / Poem
Love's Testament; On this one year anniversary of my beloved wife Wendy's passing over (4/10/19) or as I prefer to say of her having ascended into spirit where she is now as joyful and loving as ever. This poem portrays her continuing beautiful presence and our ongoing love.
𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲'𝘀 𝗧𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 ***
Titus L
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Art = Love's Testament by Phoebe Traquair (1852-1936).
Scottish Arts & Crafts artist, Phoebe Traquair was the first woman elected to the Royal Scottish Academy.
This painting is a perfect choice to illustrate my poem as it evokes the potentially transcendent spiritual nature of love, which continues to flow between Wendy and myself even now that she has left her body and moved into spirit completely. In researching the background of the painting I found it was inspired by a Dante Gabriel Rossetti poem of the same name (Love's Testament), which in its turn was based on a darker, Greek mythologically based Edward Burne-Jones painting, the Wine of Circe. Whilst Dante Gabriel Rossetti's sonnet refers to the religious ground of the love being discussed, I express that spiritual love itself is a gateway to the divine.
Here is Dante Gabriel Rossetti's poem;
𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲'𝘀 𝗧𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁
O Thou who at Love's hour ecstatically
Unto my heart dost evermore present,
Clothed with his fire, thy heart his testament;
Whom I have neared and felt thy breath to be
The inmost incense of his sanctuary;
Who without speech hast owned him, and, intent
Upon his will, thy life with mine hast blent,
And murmured, "I am thine, thou'rt one with me!"
O what from thee the grace, to me the prize,
And what to Love the glory, --when the whole
Of the deep stair thou tread'st to the dim shoal
And weary water of the place of sighs,
And there dost work deliverance, as thine eyes
Draw up my prisoned spirit to thy soul!
Dante Gabriel Rossetti.