Showing posts with label heaven. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heaven. Show all posts

Sunday, October 4, 2020

𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞'𝐬 𝐓𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 / Poem

Love's Testament; On this one year anniversary of my beloved wife Wendy's passing over (4/10/19) or as I prefer to say of her having  ascended into spirit where she is now as joyful and loving as ever. This poem portrays her continuing beautiful presence and our ongoing love.

𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲'𝘀 𝗧𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 ***

She is the very spirit of loving kindness flowing,
Flowering with an ever gentle incandescence of joy,
I find the calm space of the true heart - the deeply knowing,
And then hear the shining light of your soul-love calling me on -
To our heavenly home beyond dimensions known where I will be with you soon,
In the garden of the beloved where together we belong -

Each life follows a path imbued with deep and heartfelt meaning,
Absolute love is the ultimate cause of the trans-dimensional infinite spirit streaming,
I hear her calling
Be Awake with an abundance of love - you divine infinity!
And then I perceive she is near me,
And she is joyful with glee -

How bright within without a form yet I do clearly see,
My heart keeps breaking and being renewed in this divine love - so may it be,
How can I follow the secret pathways by which your spiritual presence does grow,
Or for even a moment hope to smile if your deep loving soul I did not know,
And how quickly can I move to where you are in spirit right now,
Also here -

And yet I do -
Because your love is in my every breath, every heartbeat, thought, word and moment -

Beyond all the murmurings of my restless mind your heart reaches me gently with a sigh,
Tomorrow is gone and yesterday will sing her song but your peaceful joy is resounding,
And you are smiling with kindness and grace and your love is ever abounding -
She sparkles then and stars fall from the heavens to her feet,
Like they always did,
Laughing -

Together in the truth beyond this unreality that they call the now moment,
Unbinding my spirit from the earthly self I am dancing with you in our love's bestowment,
Uplifting soul beyond emotion-tides that would sweep heart-mind awareness away,
I am stood at your infinities endless shore every night and every day -

And you teach devotion true with love's most sacred prayer,
Your presence in my heart lifts my soul like the silvered dandelions whose joy transforms the air,
Quantum particles of the forever-now celebrate our love's blessing everywhere,
And we dance as one beyond the reach of time and outside of every care -

Stepping through remembrances into the ever joyful presence of your love,
I am begun the work of understanding that would usually come sometime in the above,
learning to recognise the many patterns that have played throughout our lives,
I am so grateful to have found this love with you through which our spirits ever rise -

I walk this garden with you daily and follow my soul path home,
With only your love to guide me and the flowers of love you have sown,
The light of your dear heart shining within every crocus and chrysanthemum in bloom,
Gentle as gentian dark cobalt hue the gateway inexpressible - here the inner shrine,
Your love's testament is written on my heart forever divine -

Titus L

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Art = Love's Testament by Phoebe Traquair (1852-1936).
Scottish Arts & Crafts artist, Phoebe Traquair was the first woman elected to the Royal Scottish Academy.

This painting is a perfect choice to illustrate my poem as it evokes the potentially transcendent spiritual nature of love, which continues to flow between Wendy and myself even now that she has left her body and moved into spirit completely. In researching the background of the painting I found it was inspired by a Dante Gabriel Rossetti poem of the same name (Love's Testament), which in its turn was based on a darker, Greek mythologically based Edward Burne-Jones painting, the Wine of Circe. Whilst Dante Gabriel Rossetti's sonnet refers to the religious ground of the love being discussed, I express that spiritual love itself is a gateway to the divine. 

Here is Dante Gabriel Rossetti's poem;

𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲'𝘀 𝗧𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁

O Thou who at Love's hour ecstatically
Unto my heart dost evermore present,
Clothed with his fire, thy heart his testament;
Whom I have neared and felt thy breath to be
The inmost incense of his sanctuary;
Who without speech hast owned him, and, intent
Upon his will, thy life with mine hast blent,
And murmured, "I am thine, thou'rt one with me!"
O what from thee the grace, to me the prize,
And what to Love the glory, --when the whole
Of the deep stair thou tread'st to the dim shoal
And weary water of the place of sighs,
And there dost work deliverance, as thine eyes
Draw up my prisoned spirit to thy soul!

Dante Gabriel Rossetti.

𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲'𝘀 𝗧𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗯𝘆 𝗣𝗵𝗼𝗲𝗯𝗲 𝗧𝗿𝗮𝗾𝘂𝗮𝗶𝗿


Thursday, September 24, 2020

𝐀 𝐃𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 / Poem

A Dream Came Calling

Its been nearly a year since your body-death took you physically away,
Each day and night with heart and soul full of love for your spirit I pray -

About half past five this morning whilst I was still dancing with sleeptide and yawning,
As I moved from dimensions outside knowing into the shores of early consciousness calling,
You came to me all of a sudden and I was startlingly awake within a dream,
Portraying to my inner heart and deeper self the spirit and song of your being -

Upon the kitchen table a gathering of papers were consumed in a flowering of flame,
I realised this is a coded symbol for my soul sendings of love poetry to your spiritual domain,
That my offerings have been accepted and the bridge to my psyche you have crossed over,
You reply to my soul by the medium of this dream and my heart is reunited with your love -

And then you were right beside me and you passed me a live telephone,
I thought you wanted me to speak to some friend lost and far from hearts home,
In the speaking I came to awareness that this friend was my self across all of the years,
And that you want me to know your message is to my whole being beyond imaginary fears -

I knew I had to attend closely and discover what you want me to do,
So I began to recount in brief the tale of our adventures on earth as me and you,
Of how following your body-death I came to know the truth of spiritual ascension,
And then I realised my messages are the correspondance between our love's joyful and ongoing attention -

I remembered you had sometimes tried to call me from a dream but could not get through,
You had in waking life difficulties with the technology so this was nothing new,
Nevertheless it indicated somehow you hadn't felt heard for which I gave comfort and with love reassured,
I think now that you had wanted to tell me of the spiritual quest you were making which was not yet for me to see -

Nevertheless this morning you handed the dreaming phone to me,
And in the telling of my account I lost focus for I had too much to say,
I did then quiet the mind and listen to your spirit in a deeper and meaningful way,
And as I spoke no more I saw that I was stood upon kitchen cinders -

You asked me to pass the cooking pot which I pulled up from these and gave to you,
The cinders indicate my grief following your body-death and my spiritual struggle to carry on through,
The cooking pot traditionally stands for wife and for home, the ambivalence of cast iron here for none so strong in love as you,
Its perfect condition in brightness tells me you are well and our love in togetherness across the realms too -

That the pot was clear and unsulied sky blue confirms our loves devotion, heart's honesty, faith, wisdom and trust,
And the colour in this case indicates the third eye chakra telling that my psychic perception is growing robust,
This dream communication symbolizes the loving spiritual tranquility that between us continues to flow,
And initial dismay over daunting imagery is swept away as inner self accepts what I already know -

From your heart of loving kindness you have reached across the realms today,
And having given into your divine tender care the sky blue cauldron of our happiness I pray,
That I may now perceive more of the communications which from your loving heart you share,
Thank you my beloved for all your wonders and for your love beyond compare -

TitusL
( 22/09/20. 5.25)


A Dream Decoded -
 
This dream was a very potent and powerful dream, full of William Blake style imagery illuminated with light and presence. It had its own momentum and did not feel as though it was self generated or drawn from the components of my daily life, but that it moved rather like a drama through various points intentionally. It employed imagery and tropes that are not common furniture in my life ( we have no such cooking pot and nor have I seen any like it) nor in my current reading (Jane Roberts ). It spoke directly to a number of pressing emotional and spiritual concerns however and left me feeling very engaged, enlivened and empowered. These aspects convinced me that it was a direct message from my beloved wife now crossed over into spirit.

Some of the symbols used however were quite startling in their imagery and potential ambiguity, which I presume was why they were chosen. To be attention grabbing and memorable, rather than soft and gently flowing into forgetfullness as the morning unfurled and the wakeful mind of day concerns swept them away.


I explain the symbols employed in this dream here;
 
Whilst dream interpretation cannot be a perfect science as despite general themes, the actual interpretation will always be person specific because we each construct our own meanings and nuances for every symbol. Despite this precaution, I offer my interpretation of the symbols used in this dream because they are drawn from among the more widely accepted possibilities of meaning and these readings resonated for me with this dream.

The trope of burning a letter to send its message to the departed one is a quite well known procedure in contacting the spirit realm according to contemporary myth and legend and as such needs no further explanation. It was a surprise to see this method employed here however to denote that my poems had been sent and received, but it makes perfect sense too. All the poems are after all letters of my love to my beloved, they are also bridges to the state of love which is found within and yet stretches onward for infinity. I share them for the purpose of discussion with any who have similarly experienced and perhaps to give hope to those who might be at a more clouded point in their own situation.

The use of a telephone in a dream is potentially problematic as this is often thought to represent trouble in communication. In our case that we already had actual problems of the same nature physically as well as Wendy having had dream troubles telephoning me previously, indicates that the form employed for this aspect of the message was relevant for us. It did serve to focus my attention to see what the matter might be in this dream and the following experience of my many selves united to whom I was speaking suggested that Wendy's message was to be made very clear to all of my aspects of character, self and soul. That I am loved, completely.

The use of cinders in a dream can also be problematic. Apparently if you merely observed the cinders it is thought that you can expect a temporary setback in your present plans; but if the dream involved shoveling or handling them in any way the forecast is for improved times ahead. In our case as the cinders although observed 'in passing' were not handled nor featured suggests that the negatives of cinder association were left behind. This is an important aspect for me as regards not wanting any setback in my present plans, which are entirely about developing a stronger awareness and contact with my passed over wife and in fulfilling my life's soul plan so that I can join her in the spiritual completeness.

In a dream a cooking pot, which is generally used to cook liquids and so the association leans more toward the feelings, represents one's wife or beloved, livelihood and home, while the lid represents the husband. If the pot looks to be in a good condition in the dream, then it represents his nobility and honor. I am glad to say that our pot was in great condition, literally perfect and had its lid firmly on.
Dreaming of a cooking pot can also symbolize your attempt to overcome self limiting ideas (such as those which might block awareness of spirit) as you move toward fulfillment. This aspect would be specifically relevant and key for us/me as you can see in my above comment regards connection with my wifes spirit and fulfilling the soul plan.

That the cooking pot was cast iron - a fact made very clear to me without words but by almost audible knowing, indicates one's untapped resources. Potentially you need to gain a better perspective or wider view on something or are ready to heal from some emotional hurt or wound. This would be particularly relevant for me, to hand over my emotional grief and mental anguish following my wifes body-death, to her ascended self in spirit, that from her spiritual postion of greater insight and freedom she can guide me onward. At this point in my current life grieving process, I am indeed in need of her guidance to follow.

In regards of the unusual colour of the cooking pot, whilst murky or darker blue can symbolise grief or sadness, in our dream the blue was a very distinct and bright sky blue. As blue is the color of the sky and the skies are associated with heaven, the color blue is also a symbol of high spirituality and as lasting as the skies are eternal. Light blue in particular is related to healing, understanding, softness, health, peace, relaxation, wisdom, devotion and sincerity...
All of these are wonderful aspects for my path, we couldnt have wished for a more perfect dream cooking pot.

That I was able to bring all of my characteristics and aspects together, to 'listen to/interpret' her message, that I retrieved the light blue pot of healing, health and love, from the cinders of my often overwhelming emotional grief, and handed them to my now non physical - spiritual beloved for her care, indicates that we are deeply reconnected after any perceived breakdown in our heart and soul connection following the trauma of body-death and absolutely fundamental loss for me/ illuminating spiritual transcendence for her. It suggests that she is in spirit watching over me now, with her love to guide me ever on.
 

𝗔𝗿𝘁 = 𝗛𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗱 𝗟𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗜𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗠𝘂𝘀𝗲
𝗘𝗱𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗱-𝗙𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗰̧𝗼𝗶𝘀 𝗔𝗺𝗮𝗻-𝗝𝗲𝗮𝗻.

Hesiod ( 'he who emits the voice') was an ancient Greek poet from around 750 - 650 BC, around the same time as Homer. We learn from Hesiod that he was taught 'song' by the Muses.
(Theogony 22). ( Source = Project Muse).

The three original Muses (later tripled in the Greek pantheon to nine) are Aode, Mneme, and Melete. They originated from Boeotia, the home area in ancient Greece of Hesiod. As daughters of the Gods, the Muses are naturally divine and often depicted as angelic women with wings. 
Wendy is my most beloved Muse of love, bringing me messages of faith, hope and joy as we continue our spiritual adventure together ❤️❤️🌺

Wednesday, January 22, 2020

Wendy's Message / Drawing

This morning I drew a  portrait of Wendy, using her own coloured pencils xx
Wearing her robe that she made herself in summer sky blue, with wings of a golden sunlight hue - she is so beautiful that the sun smiles and the flowers bloom just for her xx

Todays Angel cards, which I ask Wendy to 'place in my hand' every morning after my yoga session were Faith, Tenderness & Gratitude - after which I was moved to draw this portrait. I later asked Wendy if she liked the drawing and the Angel card for reply was 'Awakening' -  this could be an Awakening of my return to drawing or I think more hopefully of a line of communication between us which is perhaps clearer or stronger when I am calmer/more open as in when I am drawing...
 
You don’t need to be a talented artist to engage in art as therapy or just to enjoy its benefits. After all, the goal is not to create a masterpiece but to express yourself freely through art; the artistic results are secondary to the emotional benefits. Art as therapy can help people who have been exposed to loss or trauma - which certainly applies in this case. Carrying out this art project did lift my spirits, enabled me to be calm, I felt the presence of my beloved Wendy whilst I was drawing and I enjoy the result too.
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Curiously, last night when I took a look at this post from my mobile phone I saw that the block of text above had been underpinned/overlayed with prayer hands - which shouldn't be possible in the blog code and even more curious - this morning they have just as mysteriously gone....
Whilst some may say there is just some kind of glitch in the system and nothing more mysterious than that, I prefer to think that nothing really happens by chance although the meanings are not always clear. In this case I think the message was very clear - one of love and support.
I think it was a message from Wendy ❤️🌺🙏 xx ~



Awakening
Drawing © TitusL


Wendy's Message xx


Sunday, January 12, 2020

Seven Heavens & the Voyage of the Soul / Post

Studying the afterlife and the ongoing voyage of the soul is an unusual persuit which may be of interest to the spiritualy intruigued and perhaps to those who are recently bereaved - 
I am both. I have collated this information because I am curious to know more about the possible paths of our spirits after we leave this Earth. Perhaps I am configuiring the information to serve as a guide for my own soul once I physically discorporate. I have avoided drawing too much specific detail from any one religion, sharing a more generalised overview that many religions and spiritual traditions might relate with to some extent, along with more detailed passages shared from Frederic W. H. Myers co-founder and later president of the Society for Psychical Research. .

In religious and mythological cosmology, the 'Seven Heavens' is term used to refer to seven levels or divisions of Heaven. The concept, derived from ancient Mesopotamian religions, can be found in the Abrahamic religions such as Islam, Judaism and Christianity as well as some Indian religions such as Hinduism.  Sometimes these heavens are also referred to as spiritual planes, realms or as dimensions, I will use the term Planes here.
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On The Seven Planes of the Spirit World

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The First Plane - The Earth Plane, is the densest of the spiritual planes and comprises correspondingly lower vibrations. Those souls who are too powerfully attached to certain people on Earth or who cannot accept they have died may stay attached to this plane for a period of time until they can resolve these issues.
I would take this to mean that souls who find themselves at this point may move on when they are ready to let go, unless they need to remain longer for healing purposes as might be the case in certain circumstances.
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The Second Plane - The Astral or Emotional Plane, has two levels;

Firstly, The Lower Level of The Astral Plane, which may seem dark or foreboding - Buddhists would call this the 'Bardo' and Catholics would call it Purgatory. Whilst in this plane, those here would go through a period of reflection which provides them with further understanding of their life on Earth and their progress along their path towards fulfilling their soul purposes.
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Frederic W. H. Myers confusingly calls this plane ‘Hades’. Myers asked us however to avoid the negative connotations associated with the name, for this is not a hellish domain but an intermediate plane; a temporary stop-over designed for healing and regeneration.  As Myers pointed out, each person will experience the intermediate plane differently, according to his or her experience.
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For example Francis, having lived her life as a nun, apparently woke up after her death in a kind of Catholic Rest Home run almost entirely by sisters of the faith, many whom she had known in life. Francis resided at this rest home during her own convalescence and after her healing was complete, decided to remain there to assist other new arrivals. Hugh Benson describes the scene as an on-looker presumably acheived through his ability as a medium or divine messenger:
''This great ray was the downpouring of life – a healing ray – send to those who had already passed here, but who were not yet awake. When they were fully restored to spiritual health, there would be a splendid awakening, and they would be introduced to their new land. I noticed that there were quite a number of people seated upon the grass in the grounds, or walking about. They were relatives of those who were undergoing treatment within the hall of rest, and those whose awakening was imminent.''


Following this period of reflection and healing, the soul will then be assigned to the next required plane of experience for their development - for example Reincarnation or Ascension.
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Secondly, The Upper Level of The Astral Plane, which is lighter and less dense because here the vibrations are much faster - this is more of a halfway station between Earth and the Spirit World.
An analogy for the upper plane might liken it to a spiritual airport, a reconfiguring and departure point.
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The Third Plane, The Plane Of Illusion which is also spoken of as The Summerlands, is described as a dimension distinctively Earth-like in appearance and within close proximity to the Earth itself (not in terms of space as we know it, but on a vibratory level). It is the most populated of the afterlife dimensions and where the majority of Earth souls will spend their time between incarnations.  Communication between Earth and the spirit world is easiest from this near-Earth dimension, therefore it is the most well-described of any afterlife dimension. When souls describe spending their time in the afterlife swimming in crystalline lakes, living in beautiful homes ringed by the most fantastic gardens, playing games, enjoying art and music, and generally recreating the kind of earthly life they could never have enjoyed on earth, they are describing the wonders of the third plane. For the devout who anticipate nothing less after death than what their Earthly religion has promised, the third plane also delivers as they manifest their religious beliefs here, therefore this plane is variously called ‘Heaven’, ‘Nirvana’, the Devachanic plane, or just ‘the Spirit World’ and it is exactly what you’d expect: the best, most beautiful version of Earth you could imagine.
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Myers himself was perceptive enough to see the third plane for what it is: a self-created analogue of the Earth for those spirits who would be uncomfortable or unprepared with anything more abstract. For souls who come through death completely unprepared, the Third Plane is like a kindergarten; a safe place for guides and teachers to (re)introduce souls to their spiritual heritage. For the slightly more prepared soul, the Third Plane may be a stop-over; a ‘club med’ for those on the way to the learning or teaching spheres.
At this point, according to Myers, a soul has two choices, the first option is to be reborn on earth or another planet to challenge oneself in the intense joys and pain of physical life. The second option is to stay in the spirit world, but begin preparing for spiritual progression into the higher planes.
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The Fourth Plane - The Plane of Unity, is described as a realm of pure consciousness.
The Akashic plane is also in what is also called the lower Devachan, which corresponds to the Fourth Plane. The soul is now free of any need for reincarnation on the lower planes and Earth. Many selfless caring souls here work together to bring spiritual enlightenment to the lower planes and to the Earth. It is interesting to consider that a number of prophets and spiritual teachers who have transmited healings, messages and teachings directly from the divine higher power may have done so from this plane.
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The Fifth Plane - The Plane Of Flame, here the soul takes on the form of a flame and can travel the universe at will. It can grow in understanding and while it still retains its individuality it becomes part of a 'soul group' - of spirits who vibrate at the same level or who are at the same level of understandings. Myers also tells us that fifth plane is where in his terms the 'group soul' is perfected, and no member of this union may ascend to the sixth plane until all members have progressed to the fifth. More progressed members of the group soul spend a long time at this level, awaiting the rest of the group to join them. Often, they provide guidance and assistance to the fledgling members of their group, as they strive and struggle through their incarnations and challenges. Perhaps this aspect of the group soul is the ‘higher self’ that we so often hear mentioned by spiritual teachers?
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The Sixth Plane, The Plane Of Light, is also called The Divine Plane and comprises a realm of cosmic consciousness where the unity of evolved souls is so perfected that a kind of universal being exists, which may be close to what we think of as God. Souls that have acsended to this plane have lived through all the relevant aspects of the created universes and have completed their growth process. They have no need for matter or form and exist purely as 'white light' . Fulfilling their soul purpose of the evolution of consciousness they are now so in accord with the Creator that they become the pure thought of the Creator. Of the sixth plane, Myers has little detail to share, what he describes is the ascension into pure consciousness; nearly incomprehensible to us form-addicted creatures on Earth.
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The Seventh Plane - The Spirit Plane or Seventh Heaven itself, is the realm of of God the Creator. In this dimension, souls enter full partnership with God.  Everything we do, on Earth and in the higher dimensions, is directed toward that final transformation of divine union.
Myers speaks of this plane with great reverence, though we get the sense that such a state is inconceivable;
''The soul who enters that Seventh state passes into the Beyond and becomes one with God. This merging with the Idea, with the Great Source of spirit does not imply annihilation. You still exist as an individual. You are as a wave in the sea; and you have at last entered into Reality and cast from you all the illusions of appearances.''

For those who believe this outlook including myself, it is a beautiful way that souls may unfurl and develop to fulfil their ultimate soul purpose and become a part of the shimmering 
infinity of divine transcendental love.




Best Wishes
TitusL


Sources
Spencer David - Expression Of Consciousness


The Road to Immortality – The Seven Spiritual Planes

Various Descriptions of the Afterlife Realms